5 months after
Wednesday, October 1st, 2008i am a complete turnaround of who i used to be…
i am gentler and kinder…
i try not to sweat the small stuff as much as i did…
i spend more time with people who matter…making time for things that really matter…
personal enrichment now weighs a ton more than career advancement…
i have time to read and rest…
i care about my well being and fitness…just as i do for others…
nearing my 30s, i realize i ain’t invincible after all…
i pray and reflect more…
i smile and laugh a WHOLE lot more…
my days are purposeful…each day well thought of and exhausted of its value…
i am more upfront, transparent and honest about myself and how i feel WHEN I FEEL…
i am less scared…and more trusting of the Big Guy’s plans for me…
yeah, i try to be less of a control freak now and just go with the flow…
i eat a ton LESS fastfood…and more greens and organic…
i advocate health supplements, colon cleansing and eating better…wheatgrass shots rock!
i still can’t give up caffeine…although i have been completely smoke-free for 9 months running…never looking back!
stress is waaaaaaaaay less!
life though seeming more difficult actually feels easier…
i am less self sufficient and independent and just a tad more accepting of help (the healthy kind) from family, friends and my Erick…
i am onto the kind of person i want to be…
thank God for my biggest blessing to date…my Erick…each day’s a helluva learning process…
it’s all mush and cheese but i’m seriously having a ball each day 
